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Author: Romo Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno OP

Hosanna!

Hosanna!

Palm Sunday of the Lord’s Passion

April 5, 2020

Matthew 21:1-11 and Matthew 26:14—27:66

Today, we are celebrating the Palm Sunday of the Lord’s Passion. In many countries, today is a big celebration where people excitedly throng the Church. I remember when I was still studying in the Philippines, the faithful would pack almost all the 11 masses in our Church, Santo Domingo Church. It was a festive celebration as many people were carrying palm branches of a coconut tree.

However, something bizarre takes place this year. The churches in many countries are temporarily closed, the faithful are asked to avoid gathering, including the Holy Eucharist, and people are confused about what to do with the Celebration of the Holy Week. A parishioner once painfully asked me, “Father, since the Church is closed, what shall I do with the palm branches I have?” Surely, there is always a pastoral solution to any problem that the faithful have. Yet, the real issue is not so much about how to clear up the confusion, but how to deal with the deep pain of losing what makes us Catholics. No palm in our hands, no kissing of the crucifix, and no Body of Christ.

Reflecting on our Gospels’ today, we are somehow like the people of Jerusalem who welcomed Jesus and shouted, “Hosanna!” The Hebrew word “Hosanna” literally means “save us!” or “give us salvation!” It is a cry of hope and expectation. We need to remember that the people of Israel during this time was were under the Roman Empire’s occupations. Commonly, lives were hard and many people endured heavy taxation under severe punishment. Many faithful Jews were anticipating the promised Messiah, who like David, would restore the lost twelve tribes of Israel, deliver them from the grip of the Romans and bring them into a glorious kingdom. They saw Jesus as a charismatic preacher, miraculous healer, and nature conqueror, and surely, Jesus could be the king that would turn the Roman legions upside down. We need to remember also the context of the Gospel that in few days, the Jewish people would celebrate the great feast of Passover, and thousands of people were gathered in Jerusalem. With so much energy and euphoria, a small incident could ignite a full-scale rebellion. And Jesus was at the center of this whirlpool.

Jesus is indeed a king and savior, but He is not the kind of king that many people would expect. He is a peaceful king, rather than a warmonger, that is why He chose a gentle ass rather than a strong horse. His crown is not shining gold and diamond, but piercing thorns. His robe is not purple and fine-linen, but skin full of scars. His throne is neither majestic nor desirable, but a cross.

We may be like people of Jerusalem, and we shout “Hosanna!” to Jesus, expecting Him to save us from this terrible pandemic, to bring our liturgical celebrations back, and to solve all our problems. However, like people of Jerusalem, we may get it wrong. Jesus is our Savior, but He may save us in the way that we do not even like.

The challenge is whether we lose patience and dismiss Jesus as a preacher of fake news, rather than good news, or endure the humiliation with Him; whether we get discouraged and begin to shout, “Crucify Him!” or we stand by His cross. The challenge is whether we get bitter and start mocking the church authorities for their incompetence handling the crisis or we continue to support them in time of trial; whether we are cursing the grim situations or we begin to spread the light however small it is.

Why does God allow us to endure this terrible experience, or to be more precise, why does God allow Himself to endure this terrible experience? Let us wait at the Good Friday.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

God’s Loving Touch

God’s Loving Touch

Fifth Sunday of Lent [A]

March 29, 2020

John 11:1-45

Among the five human senses, the sense of touch is the most basic and foundation to other senses. The sense of sight needs to be in touch with the light spectrum. The sense of taste requires to be in contact with the chemical in the food. The sense of hearing must receive air vibration or sound waves. This sense makes us a human being, a bodily being. No wonder that many traumatic experiences [even mental problems] are rooted in the lack (or excess) of touch.

God, our creator, understands our fundamental need of touch. Thus, to fulfill our deepest desire, He made a radical choice and became a man like all of us. Because Jesus is true God and true man, the disciples were able to see, hear, touch and feel Him. Yet, He gave a more radical gesture as He offered Himself as food to eat and drink to eat, “for my flesh is true food and my blood is true drink [Jn 6:55].” While the pagan deities were feasting on the human blood and sacrifice, our God does the opposite. He gave up His life so that we may live and feel His love.

Following the example of our Savior, the Church is filled with tangible means and bodily gestures as a sign and symbols of the divine presence. No wonder our churches are equipped with beautiful crucifixes, adorned with flowers, and mystified by the burning candle and incense. A sacrament is no other than the visible sign of the invisible grace, and sacraments really intend to connect to our bodies, like blessed water and oil that touch our forehead, the bread that we consume, and words of forgiveness that we need to hear. Amazingly, the Church is called the body of Christ, and our call is to unite as one people of God around this table of Eucharist.

However, the terrible thing befalls our Church. The pandemic caused by the Covid-19 is basically reversing the movement of our faith. We are facing a reality that touching can mean illness, the gathering may bring disaster, and worship may mean death. For the good of the flock, our leaders are forced to close the churches. We now feel the pain of separation from the Body of Christ.

Perhaps, we are like Lazarus who are experiencing spiritual suffering and death. Perhaps, we are like Martha who is asking the Lord, “why are you not coming sooner?” Perhaps, we are like Mary who cannot do anything but mourns and is reduced into silence.

The Gospel of John tells us that Jesus loves Lazarus, Martha and Mary as His close friends. Yet, Jesus did not rescue Lazarus when he got gravely ill, and even Jesus visited them after Lazarus died four days. Jesus allowed terrible things to take place in the life of Lazarus, Martha, and Mary, not because He wanted to punish them, or He does not care, but because He loves them.

In His love, God allows us to endure the sense of losing God, and experience suffering and even death. God knows too well that through suffering, we may love even deeper, we grow in faith, and re-discover God, alive and even closer. After all, there is no true resurrection, unless we enter the darkness of the tomb.

My deepest gratitude and prayer for our medical personal who give their all in to fight the disease and save lives.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Spittle and Eyes

Spittle and Eyes

Fourth Sunday of Lent [A]

March 22, 2020

John 9:1-41

In healing the blind man, Jesus did something a bit unusual: He spat on the ground, made clay with His saliva, and smeared the clay on the blind man’s eyes. In this time we are battling the Covid-10, the fast-spreading strain of the coronavirus, we are educated that the one of the media of contamination is the human droplets like our saliva, and the entire point of this virus is contact with our eyes. When the infectious saliva meets the eyes, it is the sure reason we fall victim to this terrible virus.

However, Jesus was using the very same means of illness and transforming it into the means of healing both physical and spiritual blindness. Indeed, this kind of reversing action is the favorite pattern of Jesus. St. John Chrysostom, bishop of Constantinople, in his homily, mentioned that three means used by the devil to destroy humanity are the same means utilized by Jesus to save humanity. The three means of the devil are the tree of knowledge of evil and good, the woman which is Eve who disobeyed, and the death of Adam who brought along all his descendants. Jesus then transformed three means into His own ways of salvation: for the tree of knowledge of evil and good, there is the tree of the cross, for Eve, there is Mary who obeys, and for the death of Adam, there is the death of Jesus who saves us all. The devil thought he could outsmart God, but truly, it is God who has the final victory.

In Genesis 2, when God created the man, He was acting like a craftsman or a sculptor. In ancient Rabbinic tradition, God used His own spittle to create a formable clay from the ground. The act of Jesus in healing the blind man brings us back to this story of creation. Jesus is not merely healing, but He is recreating the man into His own image. Even the means of ugliness and illness can be transformed into the means of beauty and salvation.

The covid-19 virus has destroyed many aspects of human life. It spreads fear and panic. It forces the government to take drastic measures, including locking down cities and stop the economic activities. It separates people from their friends and loved ones. The faithful are obliged to be far from the houses of the Lord. These are a painful and confusing time for many of us. Even some of us would cry, “Eli, Eli, Lama sabacthani?”

Yet, we must not forget that Jesus can always employ the same means of death and destruction to be His way of salvation. We ask the Lord to open our eyes of faith to see how God works through this time of crisis.

We thank for the gifts of our medical practitioners who put their lives on the line to care for those are sick; for our government officials who tireless work to contain the virus; for volunteers who spend their own resources to help battling the illness; for the priests and Church’s servants who serve the spiritual needs of the people despite many limitations. My prayer also goes for an Italian priest who made the final sacrifice as he asked not to be treated so that the limited respiratory machines may be used by younger and having a better chance to survive.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Jesus, Our Bridegroom

Jesus, Our Bridegroom

Third Sunday of Lent [A]

March 15, 2020

John 4:5-42

We relate to Jesus in many ways. Some consider Him as a teacher, some call Him as a friend, and some others would simply acclaim Him as Lord and Savior. However, little known to us that the Gospel introduces Him as the bridegroom.

The idea that Jesus as our spouse is awkward and difficult to accept. One may say, “If I am a woman, it is fine to have Jesus as my husband. One may think, “If I am single, it is ok to get married to Jesus. But if I am already married, does it mean Jesus would be my second husband, or shall I divorce my first husband?” These kinds of concerns are surely valid, yet these are rooted in our human and even sexual understanding of marriage. Then, what kind of bridegroom Jesus is?

In order to answer this, we need to understand some symbols in today’s Gospel. Jesus went into a well and John the evangelist made it clear that it is not just ordinary well, but Jacob’s well. A Samaritan woman then came to fetch water, and met Jesus there. For us, it is just an ordinary story of Jesus’ meeting any woman, just like when Jesus visited Mary and Martha, or Jesus helped a woman caught in adultery. Yet, when we know our Scriptures, the meeting is far from ordinary. It is something to do with a man finding a bride. In Gen 29, Jacob found beautiful Rachel near the well when she was about to water the sheep. In Exo 3, after Moses fled from Egypt, he went to the land of Midian, and near the well, he defended the women being harassed by unruly shepherds. One of these women would eventually become his future wife.

However, the Gospel clearly shows that Jesus neither sought any wife nor married the Samaritan woman. Yes, it is true that Jesus remained single for his entire life, but again, we are not speaking in the human and literal level. If Jesus is the divine Bridegroom, the Samaritan woman stands also for the true bride of Christ. No wonder, the fathers of the Church, would identify the Samaritan woman as a symbol of the Church. Like the Samaritan woman who is a gentile, the Church is also coming from many nations. Like the Samaritan woman who struggled with her marriage life, the Church also are struggling with many sin and weakness. Like the Samaritan woman who was waiting for a Messiah, the Church also is in need of a Savior.

It is truly weird to see Jesus as our groom especially when we are stacked in too humanly understanding. Yet, on the spiritual level, to have Jesus as our groom means we have someone who loves us dearly and intimately, someone who will protect and provide for us, someone who will accept our imperfections and someone who will willingly give his life for our sake.

Covid-19 virus has wreaked havoc the world. What is terrible with this virus is not only it extremely contiguous and has no definite cure yet, it forces humanity to show its basic survival instinct: fear and even selfishness. However, this is the best opportunity to grow in faith. Our faith is not empty because we hold on to someone, and He is our Bridegroom.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Love at the Heart

Love at the Heart

Seventh Sunday in Ordinary Time [A]

February 23, 2020

Matthew 5:38-48

At the heart of Jesus’ teaching in the Mount is the formation of the heart. However, the heart in the Bible is not limited to our affective side or emotions. It also stands for the center of intellectual capacity and freedom. The heart is the seat of life itself, and thus, represents who the man or woman is.

Last week, Jesus told us to purify our hearts from evil thoughts and wicked desires [Mat 5:17-37]. It is not enough not to do violence to others, but it is necessary to cleanse our hearts from anger and vengeance. It is not sufficient not to commit adultery, but we are required to remove from our hearts the lustful desires. Forming the hearts is more fundamental rather than simply and blindly following the written laws and regulations. The formation of the heart is about building up good habits, and virtuous character. A virtuous person is avoiding evil, not because of fear of the external laws, but strong motivation from within.

However, in today’s Gospel, Jesus demands even something higher. The purifying of the heart is just the first step, and we need to go to another and more difficult step: to love. It is precisely tougher because love is not merely about removing impure desires in our hearts or preventing us from doing evil, but it is about actively doing good. Moreover, this love [agape] is only real and meaningful if we are doing good, not in the conditions that are favorable to us, but rather in the face of evil and sufferings.

Since its foundation around two millennia ago, Christians remain the most persecuted people. Opendoorusa.org reported that numbers of persecutions and violence against Christians are on the rise. In 2019, more than 260 million Christians [one out of nine Christians in the world] are living in the places where they experience a high level of persecution. Almost 3 thousand Christians were killed because of their faith. More than 9 thousand churches and Christian buildings like schools were attacked. In Nigeria, priests and seminarians were abducted and tortured. Some were lucky to return alive, but many were found lifeless. In China, the government made national crackdown against Christians and shut down the churches. In Indonesia, things are better for Christians because our rights are enshrined in the constitutions. Yet, in the grassroots, we continue to feel discriminated against and fear of being targeted by the extremists and terrorists.

Our destiny as Christians is not better than our brothers and sisters who belonged to the early Church. However, as our brothers and sisters in the past, our mission remains the same: to love our enemies, to respond evil with utter generosity, and be ready to fight for justice with gentleness. Christians are accused of weak people, but this is plain wrong. The world that is built by violence and bitterness is self-destructing, and unless we dare to be true followers of Christ, we cannot stop the downward mobility towards total ruin. We thank our predecessors who refused to be controlled by violent anger despite so much evil they had to endure. The world is a much better place with whose hearts are pure. St. Tertullian believed that the blood of martyrs is the seed of Christianity, and we believe also that the love of Christians is the seed of a better world.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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