Second Sunday of Easter [Divine Mercy Sunday] April 28, 2019 – John 20:19-31
Today is the Divine Mercy Sunday. From the Gospel, Jesus
institutes the sacrament of reconciliation as He bestows His Holy Spirit upon
the Disciples. He grants them the divine authority to forgive (and not to
forgive) sins and charges them to be the agents of Mercy. While it is true that
only priests can minister the sacrament of confession, every disciple of Christ
is called to be an agent of Mercy and forgiveness. Yet, how we are going to be
the bearers of Mercy and Forgiveness? I think we need to understand first the
dynamic of fear and peace.
Fear is one of the human most basic emotions. It makes us
flee from impending danger and normally, it is good and necessary for our
survival. Yet, what is unique with us humans is that the object of fear is not
only physical real danger like an earthquake, fire, or venomous animals, but it
extends to moral judgment. When we commit a mistake, we are afraid of the
judgment as well as the consequences. Quite often too, fearful of the judgment
and condemnation, we are run away and hide. In fact, the story of fear is a
primordial story. We recall our first parents, Adam and Eve. After they
violated the Law of God, they realized that they have terribly sinned against
the Lord, and afraid of God’s judgment, they hid.
After the passion and death of Jesus we find out that Jesus’
disciples themselves are afraid and hiding. The disciples lock themselves
inside the room because they are afraid. However, the real fear is not from the
Jewish authority or the Roman troops, but from Jesus’ judgment. We remember
that Judas handed over Jesus to the Jewish authority, Peter, the leader, denied
Jesus three times, and most of the disciples were running away. Even before the
crucial moments of Jesus, they have deserted their Master and Messiah. In a
court martial, a soldier who deserts his army, especially during the pick of
the battle, is considered a traitor not only to the army, but to the entire
nation, and he deserves no less than capital punishment. The disciples are
hiding because of fear that Jesus will bring His severe judgment, and get back
on them. The disciples are afraid that Jesus may come anytime, condemn them,
and throw a fireball on them.
Indeed, Jesus comes to them, but he brings not condemnation
but the gift of peace, “Shalom”. This peace only ensues from forgiveness. This
peace, however, is not the absence of judgment, but rather it presupposes one.
Unless the disciples recognize and own up their terrible mistakes, they will
not appreciate Jesus’ forgiveness and mercy. The peace will be just a mirage,
and fear still reigns.
To become an agent of Mercy, we first dare to pronounce
judgment. If we pretend that the sin never happens, and keep telling ourselves
that everything is just fine, we deceive ourselves and never become sincerely
peaceful. Indeed, it is difficult, but as we cannot heal unless there is
prognosis, we cannot truly forgive unless there is judgment.
Just last week, several suicide bombers blew themselves up
at several churches in Sri Lanka and killed hundreds of Christians. A religious
sister, who lost several of her community members in the explosion, wrote an
open letter to the perpetrators. She judged that what they did was an act of
terrorism, pure evil. Yet, she reminds them that Christians will not be cowed
and afraid because we know how to forgive. She said that the Catholic Church
remains an open-door Church because she is not afraid to welcome everyone
including those who tried to destroy her.
There is no peace without forgiveness, and there is no
forgiveness and mercy without true judgment.
Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP